"A series of blank canvas"
This project Is inspired my daydreaming during pandemic hit. In this period, can’t go travel, can’t planning an outdoor photoshoot (limit public gathering) and reduce gatherings. So, I started at my blank wall with my imagination without limit. What the story is? Why I do this? Who is the character? What is the wardrobe? What is the right prop for the image? What is the atmosphere? Too many questions, right? But, these lead me to know how far can I go with imagination and create.
Cloud Collector
Something Unexpected
A Little Closer
A Garden With Curious Mind
The Mind Wanders
Out Of The Blue
"Burdens"
This series is a part of my Transformation Project**, the whole idea came from those strange fallen branches.
Use following words to describe the images :-)
Weight; Heavy Mind; Anxiety; Hardship; Sadness; Emotional; Control; Confuse & Silence Struggle
**Transformation Project**
I starting to dry flowers a couple of years ago and making a dried flowers headpiece in mid of 2019. Afterwards, I starting to pay more attention to fallen leaves and flowers on the ground or garden. I want to turn a fading away beauty into some amazing thing. After that, I starting to create “Transformation Project” in end of 2019 and keep seeking any amazing thing on the ground. I collected a lot of the fallen leaves, flowers and branches during 2020. Some are definitely strange, most of them are unique. In this continuous project, I finding surprise from nature and passion to create thing in life. It's fun way to feel more alive!
“I’m NOT fine”
This series is facing my emotions and expressing my silent struggle during pandemic and crazy situation here. Peoples tend to hide the emotions or “think” of happiness or positive ways will everything gone and fine. I know I can’t ignore all those bad feelings and not pretending “FINE”. So, I need some help! I tried to seek some advice from my friends and they encourage me to express all those feelings put into my artworks, no matter how dark or how bad results, just do it! That’s what I concern, because I used to presenting a beauty and dreamlike styles. Therefore, I let go all my concerns and gave myself permission to create a different and informal way. I starting to create this series with self portrait photography printed and mixed with elements. I feel relief during the process and truly happy to creative bravery in mine.
Self-portrait photography printed on 200 mg matte photo paper with Nail holes with light.
Finished with red clay; Glue; Ice; Water; Nail holes with light; Fire and water; Embroidery; Water color & Salt
“More I Think, More I see No Reason In Life”
This series is a part of my “Transformation Project starting from 11/2019”. The whole series come with four images and created with dried flowers, fallen tree’s skin and pods. I love to drying flowers and inspiration when I saw the shape and curve, and finally turned into beautiful art. Just be patience and I like to wait up to over half a years to let them change to unexpected colors. Have fun with drying flowers, and have fun with yourself to create something fun!
**Transformation Project**
I starting to dry flowers a couple of years ago and making a dried flowers headpiece in mid of 2019. Afterwards, I starting to pay more attention to fallen leaves and flowers on the ground or garden. I want to turn a fading away beauty into some amazing thing. After that, I starting to create “Transformation Project” in end of 2019 and keep seeking any amazing thing on the ground. I collected a lot of the fallen leaves, flowers and branches during 2020. Some are definitely strange, most of them are unique. In this continuous project, I finding surprise from nature and passion to create thing in life. Its fun way to feel more alive!
Cassia Siamea pods
Hydrangea
Alexandra Palm tree’s skin
Eucalyptus
“Not-So-Distant”
This two years of the pandemic has changed my life. Actually, I got more time with myself and listening to myself deeply during this period. The idea of this series is tend to reconnected and rediscovered with self and inspired I was crush and burn moment. When I jump off the merry-go-round for a while and get silent, I turn into my deeper self and start becoming aware of my thoughts in this messy situation.
I have always been interested in doing creative things and building little things in life. I love use random objects in any kind of store and just repurpose them and make something fun to play with and experiment with. This time I use this funny air duct to represent some connection or linking things together.
There is a super healing power while I doing and create these images and enjoying making artwork because that’s the point of doing all of this when I still able to breathe.
“Hope Buried In My Mind”
Even if heartbreak land at your feet, hope is everything!
“Further Away”
The idea was making some translucent portrait and using polycarbonate sheet to create interesting texture through translucent surfaces. Finally I choose a piece of frosted glass sticker instead of polycarbonate sheet, because the storage problems in small spaces. During a photoshoot, the result not so good, so I removed the frosted part and left the clear sheet behind. But I didn’t like the reflect in the very first place and later I love the results to create unexpected textures from the reflect. And also, I tried to apply different finishes and really had fun. Not so good, but a good start :) I told myself “should do more things like this”! Yes, I should be :)
“Within”
My relationship with nature is one of the most important elements of my work. A good day and a bad day, even though go through something really hard. The nature made me feel calms and came out stronger. The greatest lessons is always from within.
"Surrounding Red"
To me, the meaning of color red is passion, bold and desire before, but to take a deeper look into the color red when I get through in living environment changing. So, the color red does more than immediate mental impact in certain life. I see annoying, control and full of interruptions in red; ultimately I see death and blood. But, I starting love and using it in my art from last year, because I want to expressing my feelings into critical between meaningful.
I couldn’t make photographs wasn’t meaning anything. I needed to make something with my hands and felt like a process I was putting my body into. And also, I love using unconventional materials to becoming really interesting things with a lower budget to create digital painting as a final result.
